I CAN HAS CHANGE NOW PLZ?
Random venting/ranting or something. I don’t feel exactly depressed or angsty or anything like that mind you 
I know I need a change in my life. I KNOW I’m not going to be where I am right now too much longer. I just want to wake up tomorrow and either magically end up in the job and place I should be at next, potentially with a special someone of my choosing, OR wake up tomorrow and find out what that direction is and start packing for it without worrying and be there by the end of the month. Or after MFM, lol.
I still have debts to worry about, I need either more work or a better paying job (probably better paying job considering the amount they pay is squat for my line of work really). But I have various places and folks I want to be with. And I don’t know who to be with. It’s not that I have a problem finding somebody to date, it’s more me trying to figure out WHO to date >.>; Or if I even want to date somebody.
- I have a friend I’ve known for about 6 years by now in upstate New York
- I have a good friend coming out of college in a year in the Mid-West looking to move anywhere
- I have a good friend I’ve hit off with well but only got to hang out with for short amounts of time at cons that’s in Louisiana with a steady job and a place of his own
- I have somebody I’d like to atleast meet out in California that’s fairly compatible or so it seems
- I have a friend I may look into just rooming with that’s mated that’s in Florida
- I also have family I could go back with in Philly cause there’s family there, but meh, but it also may mean better opportunity with job stuff
So yeah I wanna figure out which way to pursue.
Update: So after thinking about it, I have to think more about how to get rid of this debt and who I want to be with. So… win the lottery and flip some coins, got it. *snickers*